You think you're one of millions but you're one in a million to me

”Learn My Lesson”

Tonight the sunset means so much
The one thing that you know you’ll never touch
Like the feeling, the real thing
I reach out for that sweet dream

But somehow the darkness wakes me up
I’ve felt this emptiness before
But all the times that I’ve been broken
I still run right back for more

You’d think that I’d learn my lesson by now
You’d think that I’d somehow figure out
That if you strike the match
You’re bound to feel the flame

You think that I’d learn the cost of love
Paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out, I haven’t learned a thing

Sometimes I think I’m better off
To turn out the lights and close up shop
And give up the longing, believing in belonging
Just hold down my head and take the loss

You’d think that I’d learn my lesson by now
You’d think that I’d somehow figure out
That if you strike the match
You’re bound to feel the flame

You’d think that I’d learn the cost of love
Paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out, I haven’t learned a thing
För mig är det inte bara saker som har med kärlek o göra som jag inte lär mig fast jag gör sakerna ofta..
Det är allt…
allt… o jag ljuger inte.. jag kan göra samma idiot sak 80 gånger.. o varje gång jag gjort det kommer jag på att ”juste så skulle man inte göra”
varför kan det vara så drygt och svårt o idiotiskt att man inte kan lära sig saker???